lilboo2652

11:02 am: HELP!
so yea i havent been on here in ages.
let me update.
there are these 2 guys that both want me...one my boyfriend and the other his best friend...i dont want to be with my boyfriend any more and i dont know how to tell him...he is a drama king when it comes to shit like this and i would end up feeling bad for him....i want his friend because i no i have someone to protect me someone who wont hurt me...just give me some advice on how to break up with him...that wont hurt him

07:31 pm: im thinkin bout breakin up with shawn....long story to make it short he is a tight wad with his money and ive been cryin over 4 hrs now

08:55 pm: i have a ? and i want/need at least one to answer....
is it ok to hate something the one you love likes to do...esp. if it can harm their life in ne way or change them in ne way possible....and if so is it right to get upset about it?
plz some one answer this post

07:58 pm: i got myself a bunny today nad im sooo happy i love it it i love it its sooooo adorable

well ne ways i fixed the "problems" i was havin a few days bak and now evry thing is fine
im goin to go the bunny wants to be held lol
love linddsay

03:56 pm: today was horrible i guess...
1st period i had to disect a starfish it was fun
2nd did nothin but work
3rd took a long nap
4th played and practiced in band
5th ate lunch and some things cross my mind which soon got me upset
6th i started to cry some wat cuz of the thoughts that kept crossin my mind
on my way to 7th i saw alison she new something was wrong so she called olivia over...we are walkin to the stairs and they try to guess wat the heck was wrong...they asked.."was it your family...NO....was it cuz of wat happend at lunch....NO o yea at lunch i had applesauce thrown at me and i was covered in it...ne ways...then they asked if it had to do with my b.f shawn...i said nothing i sprinted up the stairs cryin my eyes out out of no where...ran into the bathroom at the top of the stairs hid in the big handicapped bathroom for 5 mins til they crawled under the door....
i skipped 7th period i was way to upset to even go there i couldnt so me and olivia sat in the bathroom talkin me cryin my fuckin eyes out like a stupid dumb baby...so i finally told her wat the hell was wrong...i dont really want to put it on here if you have ne ?'s ask me bout it
so near the end of skool we walked to mrs. habers classroom where we sat and talked with some ppl and yea...
im goin to go b4 i get ne thing else in my head that will once again hurt me or make me cry...
~*bye*~

09:33 am: ok wow im updatin...nm goin on here
im in second period and we have esp so i have bout 20 more mins
well ne ways shawn came over yesterday and we went to bestbuy and he got me an ipod shuffle cuz on my b-day im gettin a better one but i wanted something in the mean time
so after he got me that my mom went out and got a new car since hers went bye bye
we went to dino's to eat and there was this one guy that looked so familar and i asked shawn if he saw that guy b4 and he told me yes...we both saw his face on either news or amw. *america's most wanted* and it kinda creeped me out a bit so we left to home and tried to find his pic. on the amw. website but they dont show all the pics of fugitives but im positive it was him....
well nothing besides that ive been keepin up with the american idol thing and i really do hope chris doughtry wins it he is sooooo amazing he gives me goose bumps when i here him sing
umm...today basically i went to biology 1st. and tomorrow we are suppose to disect a sea star tomorrow and now as you no im in english wich is second...
jouniors have to take the sci. fcat today...have fun hunny...lol i no youll do good
well i gtg they are startin to yell at me
i love you shawn
lindsay

07:34 pm: i am now a vegetarian and i dont care wat ne one says....

03:08 pm: well today went good...made up for yesterdadumb and pointless FBA...i got to see shawn and i was excited bout that...we have the stupid fcat tomorrow which i hope i do good on it...umm i think that is it....well thats about all of it im goin to go play some DDR
see you losers
<3 shawn
lindsay

08:48 am: yea so im sittin here in english class right now and im bored outta my mind and im sooooooo hyper today cuz i didnt have ne coffee.....weird isnt it? lol well ne ways im sittin here tryin to annoy christinia and travis but they arent doin ne thing so yea i gave up on that and im basically sittin here wantin to make some noise and stuff but i cant....i got an awsome pen from alison today its a lavetria pen...my boner pen....dont ask long story...ewll ne ways i got here to early no one was at skool when i arrived so i sat and read my book....how fun....then afterwards evry one showed up and i started play kickin ppl and then they got aggresive and started hittin pushin bittin and kickin me bak so basically it was like a 1 to 5 which isnt vry fair but idc it seems like im the "class clown" lol cuz evry one looks to me for the fun so w.e
im goin to go nicole is visting me ok
ill update later with the rest of my day...
<3 to evry one

06:30 pm: BIOLOGY WAS AWSOME
lol we got to disect a worm.....my worm was named randy...i miss randy...lol
well its offical for all you guys who love the awsome hobbit jacket....IM WEARIN IT TOMORROW....yes im wearin the poop green hobbit jacket tomorrow cuz some ppl miss it and i miss it to....so be surprised and happy
<33333333
well nothin else new im goin to go
Love ya guys
lindsay

07:54 pm: wow ok today was soooo much better than the past couple of days.....last night me and shawn straightened evry thing out to our pleasing.... I miss him <3 ......but ne way yea so i try to get ahold of him on his cell this morning its turned off...so i call his friend and tell him to have shawn call me so i can tell shawn i had band practice so he wouldnt think ne thing when i didnt pick up....so his friend tells shawn this
"call your g.f ASAP she sounded upset" there might of been more in the middle but thats all wat shawn said...
well first period we watched a movie shawn called me talked to him thank god my teacher lets us talk on the cellular devices....got the homework for biology watched a movie and found out we are goin to be disecting worms tomorrow..... YAY i cant wait....lol

2nd we did fcat prep test fun fun

3rd i was like 15 mins late.....oopsie....lol...me and 2 friends were tryin to find a soda machine that actually worked when one took our money thats wat made us late

4th was band yea i think you no wat goes on in there.....if not...then your not cool like that cuz when you are in band you have a blast and i mean it....

5th was lunch me and olivia talked nothin new she called her bf on my fone then she read the rest of lunch

6th our teacher was pissed....cuz friday we had a sub. and all and most of the kids were bein rude....yes ok im included but the guy was mean....it was funny when jamie was like "just..just shut up stupid old guy" and went on doin his work....but yea our teacher had us workin all period

7th i hate math its so confusing if ne one has sheink or lee plz leave me a message i need some help on the review we have....

well right now im sittin here basically waitin for shawn to call....yes fun that is my life....
ummm im goin to get goin ill see evry one bright and early tomorrow morning...lol
cya
Lindsy
Lexi
<3's shawn

08:23 pm: wow....why do i sometimes feel like this....why do i want to do something i promised i would never ever do even when my heart says no but my mind says yes
which one is the stronger one?
idk wat to do

08:38 pm: ok so today in skool was ok
in band i got grossed out at jessica cuz he thong is like half way up her bak and she kept pullin up her jacket
ummm lunch i kept quit i kept thinkin somethin in my head that i really dont want to put on here cuz someone might get upset at it....i think only olivia no's why i was upset today

im so happy for olivia it was soooo sweet wat her bf did on V-day for her
he met her at skool wrote all over his car that he loved her in the car paint stuff he gave her a teddy bear and took her to his house he had rose petals evry where and he had lit candles round the bed it was so romantic....i wish shawn could be like that at sometimes
but o well i cant always get wat i want now can i?
lol but ne ways the only reason my mom was yellin at me was cuz i was talkin to my uncle and that she was vry tired so she went balistic on me
JULIE NO I DIDNT DO IT I WOULDNT i said i feel like it but for some reason im not cuz 1 i would lose alot of friend be called emo and lose my bf if i did i only did that cuz when i talk like that when im upset it kinda makes me feel a tad better
i no strange isnt it?
well im goin to go i love you guys
love shawn more
*lexi*

09:45 pm: i hate my life...i hate my mom
i feel like takin the icy cold metal healer to my wrists one last time
the only ones i love are keepin me here on this earth
*lexi*

05:50 pm: hey evry one today was pretty awsome til lunch
1st got evry thing i need done done
2nd got report cards had 2 A's, 2 b's a c and 2 d's not to good but doin better
3rd read all period
4th played in band nothin new
5th lunch it was fine til i went over to see luc someone decides to throw a piece of chicken barito at me and it gets all in my hair
6th did nothin but talk to jamie
7th did homework and read my book
yea fun day
it makes up for yesterday though....
im outti peace
love ya guy and i love shawn
*lexi*
thnx for the new nick name stephen!

*UPDATED*
sittin here bored outta my mind ne one wanna come over? lol yes it is late but im bored....im talkin to shawn on the fone and figuring i should be doin some of my bio. h.w right now but im not
NE ONE HAVE BLAIR FOR BIOLOGY LEAVE ME A COMMENT
lol i kinda need help with some of the homework
im actually doin pretty good in that class i have a B which might be the highest science grade i have ever recived lol yes i no i suck at skool

o yea i wanted to go see the movie the pink panther ne one interested in goin with?
k well im out once again
<3 to evry one but extra <3 to shawn
*lexi*

02:33 pm: valentines day!
this valentines day sux majorly... i guess evry yr it does...evry one leaves me out
psht w.e....why celebrate it?

10:40 pm: hey evry one my bf just now got LJ add him plz

crazyredneck63
thnx bunches
love ya shawn

08:12 pm: yea well as most of you no there was a fight...it was ok i only saw the endin of it...o well....ummmm today in biology we were lookin at pond scum and me and kelly found to ambebias gettin it dun...it was funny....i wanna go to the valentines dance with shawn <3 but i dont have a dress or ne thing so i gotta go shoppin this weekend at the mall with him and hopefully he will buy my dress for me?????? o well....hmmmmm...nothin else really im losin my voice and i dont think some of my friends approve of me showin my real self....my redneck side....o well my choice not theirs...im goin to go...i love all y'all and i will update sometime or another when i feel like it lol....
love ya: lindsay

07:33 pm: i hate my mom i hope she fuckin dies in the worst way possible right now....then i would be o so happy....

06:54 pm: i feel like im BREATHING UNDER WATER at some points in time!
thats all i have for now